"_Someone i have lost long time ago_" Comment.

If you have lost someone close to you, how do you deal with the toughest moments
that hit you and don't always give you warning?

Sadness and suffering make people wiser -
Sadness and suffering will follow us as long as we live -
If you can no longer feel these emotions, it's a sign that you have
stopped growing as a person.
Sadness and suffering enable us to be strong enough to be kind to others.

When a loved one is gone, you'd look for his or her image in everything that you see,
and everything that's within you seek an exact image of how you'd like to see your loved one again, pay an attention when you love again to the one you are loving, as not being your loved one substitute.
Take a good look around you: paying too much attention to what you have lost, lets you neglect what you have/in now.
Look into the bottom of your soul and find what you really need.

Think of loving, and not of being loved.
If there is someone who is in more pain and sorrow than you are,
Give him or her your loving hand and warm support...
feel to be felt...
You have the ability to comfort others to become comforted

Today's mood

Always _he_ insists and will insist on __it__ , "He's rude, impoliteness and indecency "

-I'm thinking ..., i have an educated mind to be able to entertain __this thought__ or this insistence without accepting it.

-To conclude, strike or to reach an agreement concerning duties, isn't off-topic;
It's even a better way.

-Silly to put all that effort into something that's just going to die, but factual.

-Cases with similarities, but which one that really deserves ????

-For who knows what is good for mortals while they live the few days of their vain life?

"Discordianism" believes or apophenia phobia ...?

-Is it a challenge of chance to correlate incidents to
"Law of Fives", "The Law of 23s" and "The 23 Enigma" ?


Why 23 is an enigma ?

- Cosmic number ?

- Applying the experience of seeing patterns or connections in random or meaningless data ?

- A suspense was in the Bible reads: "and be sure your sin will find you out", Numbers 32:23

- Also this number has some unique features : 2/3 = 0.666 & 2*3=6

- I don't care about Discordians and there believes maybe it's somehow interesting.

Anyhow :) i see it interesting for myself to use apophenia discovering the theory: Complete mathematical disorder in any physical system is an impossibility.

Common experience along the nights

-Long nights with a compelling sense of familiarity, and also a sense of "eeriness", "strangeness", or "weirdness".

-Following the same path,

-Be far from the conscious mind.

-Déjà vu, Déjà senti et Déjà visité.

M ((( R )))

You can't kill me, because I'm inside you
Going down ...

Strange Dream

I t was yesterday .

A strange dream , I'll post it in few points , but firstly i want to mention that it's a symbolism.

-Drunk friend by my wine bottle , faced a battery.
-A young girl fights to see a police major.
-Underground road event full of strange shape of drunk ppl and me inside it with noway out.

Comments .... ?

Jim Morrison

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”
Jim Morrison

Complicated || not organized __detailed__ manual ...?!

When trying to configure console based mail client from time,
I noticed something ...!
All those complicated manuals regarding MUA<->MTA settings,
just exists to confuse people and discourage them from using their software.
Is it so hard for them to start with a simple configuration ...?!!
Three steps may put you to a working env.

-mutt configuration (in ~/.muttrc)
-SMTP command (~/bin/gmailout)
-ssmtp configuration (/etc/ssmtp/ssmtp.conf)

Also it was the case from few days when i was Installing/configuring R.Rails / MySQL /Apache
I noticed that maybe a Google search may be more effective than MANs, still the Question..
Gr8 to have a good detailed manual, but also there must be a hint or a pointer to what's related or required of dependencies of software components or third-party packages configurations
.....any comment ... ???!

Dualism or parallelism

Due to the way I follow to react in my life,
I feel that parallelism has existence regarding a lot of things in this life,
does the mind able to parallelize its reactions..? ,

Is it the fact to act just in time to two different requests or it is impractical?

Is it concerned with your concentration and practice?

Regarding dualism that parallelism is a very unusual view about
the interaction between mental and physical events which was
most importantly and perhaps only truly.

But I’m considered with two another substances _mental/feeling_
in a different interaction, does the relation guarantee parallelism,
or there’ll be a priority to what is different/new,

I.e. the different one prevail the other?

Why the different thing gains priority?

Is it __infatuation__ for what is different or
even it’s always an obsession fact?

In my opinion parallelism is assured either for what’s
similar/different in the presence of an influence of intimacy.

Adaptive benefits of depression :

The depressed mood is adaptive in that it leads the person towards altering their thought patterns and behavior or way of living or else continues until such a time as they do so. It can be argued that depression and clinical depression is in fact the refusal of a person to heed the call to change from within their own mind. For example, in mourning it is essential that one must eventually let go of the dead person and return to the world and other relationships.

Depression appears to have the effect of stopping a person in their tracks and forcing them to turn inwards and engage in a period of self reflection; it is a deeply introspective state. During this period, which can last anything from days to years, the individual must find a new way to interpret their thoughts and feelings and reassess the extent to which their appraisal of their reality is a valid one.

The Time i ever...

The tiMe thAt i ever know it.

One bY one, pleAse do all This cOmes only once,
and thiS is nOt soMething fictitious apprEciate it,
mOre difficult for mad like that, coNsidEred inadEquate ,
finaLly life iS not thE worth thinking much

.... Me

Brain acts

Brain acts in small words

Brain neural pathways of most of the higher cognitive functions , including
learning,
memory,
organization of complex sequential behaviors,
formation and storage of habits,
mental imagery,
number management
control,
goal definition and planning,
processing of concepts and beliefs,
ability to understand what others are thinking.

NeoCommandments

Ten Neocommandments

Human beings have been enslaved by divisiveness--the product of binary thinking for too long. It is time to eradicate the commonsenselessness of zero sum values and embrace the Neocommandments which in truth are not commandments at all but declarations. In fact the

Ten Neocommandments are a new Declaration of Independence.

1. There are no laws only provisional theories

2. Every perception is a reflection of yourself

3. Everything is meaningful but nothing is important

4. Accept responsibility for what is

5. Everything is as it should be--right here, right now

6. Whatever you resist will persist

7. Every belief is true

8. Every belief is false

9. Every belief is true and false

10. Every belief is neither true nor false

The most powerful of the Ten Neocommandments are the first and the last (number 10). If humanity accepts that every law is merely a provisional theory human constraints will indeed be surpassed. The more tenaciously we cling to our cherished beliefs the less likely we are to be liberated from them. We must release our grip to extend our grasp. If we can accept that none of our beliefs and none of the hard facts and laws that we have been taught are simply true or false we will soar like eagles beyond the sphere of our wildest dreams. Only belief in boundaries and limitations make them real.

Unlike the Ten Commandments the Ten Neocommandments preclude war for who will convince you to go to war if nothing is important enough to fight for? Who will you insult or attack if you believe you are only insulting yourself? As a child once told me, "what you say is what you are"!

The third Neolaw is the most immediately liberating. Is it true? Who cares? Try it on for size and see how it fits. Does it make you easier to live with? Does it make it easier to live? If you don’t like it throw it away. After all there are no laws--only Neolaws--which are really provisional theories. The essence of the law is to live lightly with humour and less seriousness.

The fourth Neolaw is probably the most frightening to accept and also the most empowering. If we learn to accept responsibility as a way of life, we discover empathy because we are forced to see beyond the protective walls of the defense mechanisms of fear. The power of the fourth Neolaw is best experienced. Just try it and see how the world begins to change.

The fifth Neolaw is about present moment awareness versus the passage of time. It is easy to accept a moment. I have noticed that even just the idea of thinking about the moment tends to be relaxing. Even in the midst of pain I have noticed that single-pointed awareness of the moment causes/provides complete relief. Furthermore if you feel pain or discomfort and if you simply remind yourself that in a moment “this too shall pass” then your fear will dissipate and the pain along with it. Pain is really just sensation. In fact one person’s pain is another’s pleasure because the difference is all in the mind.

The sixth Neolaw is profoundly moving and infinitely transformational. I have found that those who disturb us the most, teach us the most. Furthermore, if everyone and everything that moves us is indeed moved by us, resistance is simply futile so we may as well go with the Tao, as a monk would say. Be aware that the sixth Neolaw does not imply or condone a stance of passivism anymore than it does aggression. The passive aggressive resists and represses their aggression to no avail. On the other hand, if you tend to aggression you tend to resist repressed passivism, and if you tend towards passivism you repress aggression. Opposite impulses exist within us and ultimately a form of enlightenment that Buddhabot calls Omnipathos resists nothing (internally or externally) and embraces the entire universe. This is only the surface of the sixth Neolaw. The depths of significance are unfathomably deep.

The last four Neolaws derive from the awareness that every observation is inseparable from the observer. The concept is ancient but has only recently re-emerged into the awareness of the thoughtful. In the second century AD, the Buddhist master teacher Nagarjuna introduced a four-logic system in which statements about the world can be (1) true, (2) not true, (3) both true and not true, and (4) neither true nor not true (which Nagarjuna believed was the usual case). While this may seem counterintuitive it is reflected in the observations of quantum physicists who currently believe and have experimentally observed that light is (1) a wave (2) a particle (3) both a wave and not a wave, and (4) neither a wave nor not a wave. These final four laws are perhaps the most difficult to accept but once embraced they allow the most extensive rewards.

Holy Bible --> AUP ?

Holy Bible (AUP) Acceptable Use Policies

Since non of the Holy books is under a certain license ... redistribute or edit any of them is allowed. !!!!! ???

Case-Based Reasoning

Case-Based Reasoning relation to
Genetic algorithm and Data mining.

Case-based reasoning has been formalized for purposes
of computer reasoning as a four-step process:

Retrieve: Given a target problem, retrieve cases from memory
that are relevant to solving it. A case consists of a problem,
its solution, and, typically, annotations about
how the solution was derived.

Reuse: Map the solution from the previous case to the target problem.
This may involve adapting the solution as needed to fit the new situation.

Revise: Having mapped the previous solution to the target situation,
test the new solution in the real world (or a simulation)
and, if necessary, revise.

Retain: After the solution has been successfully adapted to
the target problem, store the resulting experience as a
new case in memory.

G.A / is a seaerch technique to find approximate solutions
to optimization and search problems .

Data Mining: can be defined as "The nontrivial extraction of implicit,
unknown, and potentially useful information from data"

Leads to what is called :
Justification-Based Truth Maintenance Systems (JTMS)

Cloning, Right Here, Right Now!

whipped up spare copies of myself.









If you are asking what's a Clone:
Clone: An exact duplicate: Implies a legal reimplementation from documentation or by reverse-engineering.